all the makings of insanity

fuckyeahtvpicspam:

CRISTINA: I wish I wanted a kid. I wish I wanted one so bad ‘cause then this would be easy. I would be happy. I’d have Owen and my life wouldn’t be a mess. But I don’t. I don’t want a kid. I mean, I don’t want to make jam. I don’t want to carpool. I really, really, really don’t want to be a mother. I want to be a surgeon, and please, get it. I need someone to get it, and I wish that someone was Owen. I wish that any minute he’ll get it and show up for me, but that’s not going to happen. And you’re my person. I need you to be there at 6:00 tonight to hold my hand, because I am scared, Mer. And sad. Because my husband doesn’t get that, so I need you to.

Grey’s Anatomy 8.01 - “Free Falling”

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SHET. AWESOME. @hazyandblues

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unclear-sky:

DEREK: Hey.
MEREDITH: Hey. I know she got to you. I don’t know what she said but I know she got to you.
DEREK: You’re right. She got to me.
MEREDITH: She made you doubt me?
DEREK: No. She made me doubt me.
MEREDITH: I told you she has ways.
DEREK: Yeah, she has ways. You had a terrible childhood.
MEREDITH: Thank you.

GREY’S ANATOMY | S3 Deleted Scenes

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DEREK: You almost died today.
MEREDITH: Yeah. I almost died today.[…] I can’t … I can’t remember our last kiss. All I could think about was I’m going to die today and I can’t remember our last kiss. Which is pathetic, but the last time we were together and happy I … want to be able to remember that. And I can’t Derek. I can’t remember.
DEREK: I’m glad you didn’t die today.[…] It was a Thursday morning. You were wearing that ratty little Dartmouth t-shirt you look so good in. The one with the hole in the back of the neck. You’d just washed your hair and you smelled like some kind of flower. I was running late for surgery. You said you were gonna see me later and you leaned to me, you put your hand on my chest and you kissed me. Soft. Was quick, kinda like a habit. You know, like we’d do it every day for the rest of our lives. You went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work. That was the last time we kissed.
MEREDITH: Lavender. My hair smelled like lavender from my conditioner.
DEREK: Lavender. Huh.

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-thebatcave:

OWEN; Cristina? You don’t feel nothing. Alright? You didn’t feel nothing today. You felt scared. You were terrified and you felt angry. You were angry at me. After what you’ve been through, you’re allowed. Alright? That’s what you should be feeling. I know, because when I was there, I felt all those things, and I- I took it all out on you. And you were patient, and you were kind, and you stayed through it all. Because you love me. You love me. So, uh, you can be scared with me, or you can be pissed with me, or at me. I don’t care cause I’m gonna stay through it all. I’m not going anywhere, Cristina. I’m not going anywhere without you.
CRISTINA; Let’s go home.
MEREDITH; I had already fixed her before you came, but that was a nice speech.

Grey’s Anatomy, 7x02 Shock to the System

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shesreallykeen:

Derek: You were in the back of the store. Dad had just given you two pennies, and you always hid them behind the counter- in this big crack in the floorboards. (smiles) You said you were saving them so you could buy a town. And then the two guys came in. We could hear them talking, but you weren’t paying attention till dad yelled. And you looked up, they had already pulled the gun, they had already taken the money, but now they wanted the watch that mom gave him. He wouldn’t give it up. There was a gun shot, you lunged forward.
Amelia: I remember I was trying to get to him, but I couldn’t move.
Derek: That’s because I was holding you so tight that you couldn’t budge. I put one hand over your mouth so you wouldn’t scream and wrapped the other one around you and just held on for dear life.
I prayed to God that you’d be quiet and wouldn’t say anything. You were so little I think that’s what I’ve wanted all these years. Is for you just to stay little, and quiet and safe. But you’re not any of those things. You’re loud and fearless and it scares the crap outta me.
How am I supposed to call you up and tell you that I’ve been shot? I can’t tell you about my pain. I don’t want you to know that pain exist. (hugs)

Grey’s Anatomy [7.03] Superfreak

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shesreallykeen:

Owen: My wife’s sleeping in your bed
Derek: Yes, she is- with Meredith. Technically she’s sleeping with Meredith. I’m on the other side of the bed.
Owen: That… I’m sorry. Don’t you find that a little strange?
Derek: Ummm. did you see E.T.?
Owen: Me, yeah. Years ago. Why?
Derek: Remember the kid, Elliot? He and E.T. had this weird and disturbing bond. If he got sick, E.T. got sick. If E.T. got drunk, Elliot got drunk.
That’s kinda like Cristina and Meredith. Meanwhile, you and I are like the, um, government guys in the white hazmat suits. You know we’re trying to steer them into the right direction, but in the end we just don’t understand.
Owen: Uh, and you’re ok with that?
Derek: I fish, I’m building a house, I’ve recently taken up golf… it helps.
I’m looking out for her.
Owen: Thank you.

Grey’s Anatomy [7.03] Superfreak

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