CRISTINA: I wish I wanted a kid. I wish I wanted one so bad ‘cause then this would be easy. I would be happy. I’d have Owen and my life wouldn’t be a mess. But I don’t. I don’t want a kid. I mean, I don’t want to make jam. I don’t want to carpool. I really, really, really don’t want to be a mother. I want to be a surgeon, and please, get it. I need someone to get it, and I wish that someone was Owen. I wish that any minute he’ll get it and show up for me, but that’s not going to happen. And you’re my person. I need you to be there at 6:00 tonight to hold my hand, because I am scared, Mer. And sad. Because my husband doesn’t get that, so I need you to.
Grey’s Anatomy 8.01 - “Free Falling”
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